So, I'm sure as you can see, it's been over a year since I've updated my blog. I have been going through a lot of personal things but I felt the need to update you guys so that you don't think I've died or something.
First off, I've been promoted at work from part-time to full-time as a selling specialist. Then I was moved to another brand as a specialist, and now I'm back with the original brand I am representing. Basically, my work life has been a clusterfluck of craziness. But I'm happy to have a job, even if it causes me stress.
Speaking of stress, I have been having a lot of mental breakdowns and anxiety attacks between the stress of home and work. It's not something I wanted to mention, but if it helps someone else, I don't mind sharing. My mental state is not the most stable as of lately and I feel like I'm barely hanging on. But I know that if I just give it to Him, everything will work out.
On the topic of working out, I have officially gained all of the weight I lost back. This of course is adding to the anxiety and depression I'm currently feeling. I've been emotionally eating and since I currently don't have insurance, I can't go see a therapist to deal with my issues. Again, the clusterfluck of life.
The one thing that gave me solace in this world (besides the smile on my daughter's face) was blogging and vlogging. Being able to connect with you all via the internet really helped me release a lot of emotions, sharing my thoughts on love, fashion, and life. So, I've got a plan.
I will be utilizing my YouTube channel and this blog to let you in on my life. I'm no celebrity, not am I trying to be. But I feel that the only way I'm going to get things accomplished in my life is if I think, in my mind, that someone else is watching and expecting something from me.
I'm not sure if this is going to be something I start immediately, but when I do, I will let you guys know.
I just want to find my inner peace and happiness again, with not just fashion, but with love and life.
Thanks for listening/reading. Talk to ya later.
Peace, Love, and Happiness
Sarah Jane R.